Trial

Kisah sebulan yang lalu... mudah-mudahan... perlu kudrat dan peralatan yang sesuai.

Selepas dibelah (Mahnaz)

Sebelum (all the way frm M)

YJN

14 Dis 2016 - 1st appt at YJN with Dr Aimi, a gynae doc working with Dato Dr Hamid Arshat, a well known gynae specialist, at his clinic. Reached YJN around 10am++.. so many couples waiting for their turn.. ha ha.. already being informed by a nurse during I made a call that 1st come first serve... clinic starts at 8.30am but can come by 8am.. so I was the 2nd last patient if not mistaken.. During registration been interviewed by the nurse while she filled up my file. 

While waiting 

About 11.30am was my turn... Dr Aini did TVS then she told everything is fine, alhamdulillah no new cyst growing...BUT....she advised me to undergo HSG in my next P in between day 9 to 11 to check the tube. Sigh!!! Really don't like this very much... but have too... 

She prescribed me with necessary medicine for HSG procedure, and also obimin as a preparation to conceive. 

While, my hubby was teasing me by telling the Doc about my concern on put on weight which is worrying me this few days... The same goes when we were collecting my medication at the pharmacy. Sigh!!! Actually, he wanna make me cool with no stress... how cool he is... hihihi... always cheer up my day... 

By the way, Dr Aimi is such a good gynae, so friendly, soft spoken.. nice doc.. 

So, officially am registered here for ttc. Pay the bill amounting RM176. By 12.10pm we went out from YJN.

Still hoping for a miracle and no need to undergo HSG... ONLY Him can cure everything... don't lose hope, have faith and keep praying and always do a good deeds. 

January 2017 next procedure... 🙂🤔 KEEP 😊😊😆

23/5/16 in memory - be strong 

Serabai oh Serabei

13 Dis 2015 - (ni draf dah masuk setahun)
Selepas subuh prepare breakfast cum lunch.  Mee kuah aka mee tak tau..
Jam 11am kami breakfast.. late breakfast... in between doing house chore
Santai2 layan tv hingga tamat crita tamil... best gak crita ni.. hihi..(asalnya hubby suruh siap untuk keluar jam 4pm nk ke Serabei untuk makan serabai, tp layan tamil punya pasal, kul 6.30pm baru keluar).  Hari ni hujan dari jam 2 lebih.. berenti pastu hujan balik renyai.

Malangnya, huhuhu....sampai depan Serabei, "Eh! Dah nk tutup ke?" kata aku mcm heran sebab kerusi dah bersusun atas meja masa nampak kali pertama seminggu lalu.  Hubby ku kata, "Baru nak buka kot." "Ish!! tak kan baru nak buka, mcm nk tutup ja." Aku tengok kat depan kedai ada tulis "Open Daily 10am-10pm.  Aku keluar keta dan masuk ke kedai untuk bertanya, "Errr... dah nak tutup ke?" "Belum buka, esok buka," jawab salah seorang pekerjanya.  Hmmm.. aku berlalu menuju ke kereta.

P/s: hampa tau ka apa itu serabei? Tanya mr google la noooo

11 Weeks in my Womb

Hanya 11 minggu sahaja....

Saturday, 21/5 hectic day till midnight.... starting morning went to Mydin hypermarket in USJ Subang looking for few things for my youngest sister's wedding then preparing red velvet cake for her to post tomorrow by poslaju. Around 12am something watering came out.. so worryingg... I laid down and stop baking.

Morning, 22/5 after Subuh prayer, feeling uneasy because of spotting and discharge keep coming. Then I called and talked to my MIL (mother-in-law). She said may be am exhausted and she asked me to take a rest.  Still dissatified, I called my friend and she asked me to go to the clinic. 

Took a a shower and had a light breakfast, heading to Bkt Jalil to fetch Asik to accompany me to Poslaju BTS. After settling down with poslaju I sent off Asik back to Bkt Jalil. Then thinking which clinic to go since it Sunday and most of the clinic are close and a female doctor at Mediviron who knows me, was not on duty. Finally, I went to Nadi Iman Medical Centre nearby Giant. 

I was told the doctor on duty today is gynae, Alhamdulillah..but male doctor..hmmm... pasrah ja la... he did an examination and asked few questions.. no need to explain.. I make it short.. he found I have cyst.. Oh!!! GOD!! And the size is BIGGG... OH NOOO... and the fetal is no developing or in other word no heart beat... YA ALLAH.... SPEECHLESS and just wanna cryyyy... but I keep strong... He advised me to refer to hoapital ASAP. 

After everything settled i went out from the clinic, went straight to the car and sat inside... feeling really down... called MIL and cried, can't talk anymore.. she also cried.... then my hubby called asking what happen (her mum told her). He at that time was involved in a program and I did not inform him what was happen earlier. Then he told me that MIL asked him to come and take me back to Penang to see a specialist in Penang. He says he will be coming tomorrow (Monday, 23/5) and we supposed fly back to Penang on Tuesday, 24/5. He then asked me to cool down and says syahadah a lot... and asked me to go home and take a rest. At home, the spot still there..

Monday, 23/5.... went to office as usual but I plan to take MC since I feel not well and the spotting still coming... got MC and went home around 11am+...  buy some food for lunch at home. About 1 1/2 hour after having lunch, I take a rest by lying down and put my leg on the coffee table.. suddenly, around 2.30pm there was a flow came out like water... I was panicked and quickly stood up... then there was blood came out..and its BLEEDINGGGG.... The flow is heavyyy... angd of course I am MISCARRIAGE. I lost my first baby... I called my colleague to arrane ambulance to send me to any hospital. I did not inform my hubby, I don't want him to worry a lot since he is on his way to catch a flight to KL to take me to Penang as we planned earlier.. but Allah knows better... tak sempat balik Penang.. DIA dah ambil dulu... while waiting for the ambulance I nonstop say zikrullah because this reminded me of my colleague when I worked at the bank.. she was miscarriaged when we was at the family day in Pangkor. It was at  night and she cried a lot because of painfull and asked for forgiveness from us.. I was scared if I went through her situation.  I can't imagine that because I was all alone during that time at home.

Around 4.30 pm ambulance arrived and I myself walked down from my home. Still bleeding... first went to Columbia Asia Hospital but full then proceed to Sunway Med Ctr Petaling Jaya. I only informed my hubby when I was here at the emergency, he's shocked and speechless... he was already at the Penang airport for his flight. 

Balan and Kak Izan were here to accompanying me.. kain batik alas habis lencun kena darah... baju dan kain pun... luckily nurse here was so nice.. gynae come and check... then proceed to ward after 8pm++. By then Balan hantar kak Izan balik dan fetch my hubby at the LRT stn and drove him to the hospital. 9pm ++ hubby sampai....

Tuesday, 24/5 in the afternoon doc proceed for D&C.....

Wednesday, 25/5 discharged and fly to Penang in the evening (I supposed fly on Thursday, 26/5).

Sesuatu yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya. Redha... 5 months++ ago

Next story about cyst operation at Lam Wah Ee Hospital Penang (8/6-8/11) 5 months ago

Terima kasih di atas pinjamanMu Ya Allah...

Jika panjang usianya mungkin lelaki... (nama dirahsiakan nanti kena curi... hihi) due December 2016. 

In memory... my story about my lost

Cerita Dari Mekah

Alhamdulillah....sahabatku dan keluarganya telah selamat menunaikan umrah pada Mac lepas.  Selalunya bila ada sanak saudara, rakan taulan yang dijemput olehNya ke tanah suci itu maka ramailah yang kirim/pesan itu ini.  Aku pun samalah sejak dari dulu lagi jika ada sapa-sapa yang pergi.. Kirim duit untuk beli Al -Quran lah untuk disedekahkan kat masjid, dan kirim lah apa yang patut, doa ke apa ke.. Alhamdulillah..ada yang dimakbulkan. Subhanallah...

Berbalik kepada kisah sahabatku ini, sekembalinya dari mengerjakan umrah dan setelah beliau kembali semula bertugas dia cerita kat aku katanya, "Kak, masa tengah tawaf saya nampak iras hubby akak. Nanti kak dengan dia sampai la sana tu." Aku jawab "Ya ka? Tapi nampak dia seorang ja." "Ada sekali la tu." Tambah si Amy, sahabat ku ini. Ok.. Alhamdulillah.. Insha Allah..

Dua minggu lepas tu pula dia ada bagi tahu lagi satu cerita. Dia kata, "Kak, masa tengah sai', Pia (anak perempuan dia yang bongsu) kata, Ummi, dah lama kita tak jumpa aunty Noor." Aku, "Ya ka? Mcm mana dia blh teringat kat aunty dia plak masa tu?" Amy kata, "Ha.. Tu la."

Hmmmm... Semu itu ada petunjukNya..... Alhamdulillah.... Terima kasih kepada sahabatku yang telah mendoakan aku semasa di sana. Terharu... Sesungguhnya segalanya adalah dengan izinNya dan taqwa kita kepadaNya. Syukran jazilan.

Haih!! Tak blh nk upload gambar dia orang plak.. Guna iPad lagu ni la... Tak mesra alam walaupun dah save photo dalam moments tapi tak blh nak asked. Hmmm..