Saturday, 21/5 hectic day till midnight.... starting morning went to Mydin hypermarket in USJ Subang looking for few things for my youngest sister's wedding then preparing red velvet cake for her to post tomorrow by poslaju. Around 12am something watering came out.. so worryingg... I laid down and stop baking.
Morning, 22/5 after Subuh prayer, feeling uneasy because of spotting and discharge keep coming. Then I called and talked to my MIL (mother-in-law). She said may be am exhausted and she asked me to take a rest. Still dissatified, I called my friend and she asked me to go to the clinic.
Took a a shower and had a light breakfast, heading to Bkt Jalil to fetch Asik to accompany me to Poslaju BTS. After settling down with poslaju I sent off Asik back to Bkt Jalil. Then thinking which clinic to go since it Sunday and most of the clinic are close and a female doctor at Mediviron who knows me, was not on duty. Finally, I went to Nadi Iman Medical Centre nearby Giant.
I was told the doctor on duty today is gynae, Alhamdulillah..but male doctor..hmmm... pasrah ja la... he did an examination and asked few questions.. no need to explain.. I make it short.. he found I have cyst.. Oh!!! GOD!! And the size is BIGGG... OH NOOO... and the fetal is no developing or in other word no heart beat... YA ALLAH.... SPEECHLESS and just wanna cryyyy... but I keep strong... He advised me to refer to hoapital ASAP.
After everything settled i went out from the clinic, went straight to the car and sat inside... feeling really down... called MIL and cried, can't talk anymore.. she also cried.... then my hubby called asking what happen (her mum told her). He at that time was involved in a program and I did not inform him what was happen earlier. Then he told me that MIL asked him to come and take me back to Penang to see a specialist in Penang. He says he will be coming tomorrow (Monday, 23/5) and we supposed fly back to Penang on Tuesday, 24/5. He then asked me to cool down and says syahadah a lot... and asked me to go home and take a rest. At home, the spot still there..
Monday, 23/5.... went to office as usual but I plan to take MC since I feel not well and the spotting still coming... got MC and went home around 11am+... buy some food for lunch at home. About 1 1/2 hour after having lunch, I take a rest by lying down and put my leg on the coffee table.. suddenly, around 2.30pm there was a flow came out like water... I was panicked and quickly stood up... then there was blood came out..and its BLEEDINGGGG.... The flow is heavyyy... angd of course I am MISCARRIAGE. I lost my first baby... I called my colleague to arrane ambulance to send me to any hospital. I did not inform my hubby, I don't want him to worry a lot since he is on his way to catch a flight to KL to take me to Penang as we planned earlier.. but Allah knows better... tak sempat balik Penang.. DIA dah ambil dulu... while waiting for the ambulance I nonstop say zikrullah because this reminded me of my colleague when I worked at the bank.. she was miscarriaged when we was at the family day in Pangkor. It was at night and she cried a lot because of painfull and asked for forgiveness from us.. I was scared if I went through her situation. I can't imagine that because I was all alone during that time at home.
Around 4.30 pm ambulance arrived and I myself walked down from my home. Still bleeding... first went to Columbia Asia Hospital but full then proceed to Sunway Med Ctr Petaling Jaya. I only informed my hubby when I was here at the emergency, he's shocked and speechless... he was already at the Penang airport for his flight.
Balan and Kak Izan were here to accompanying me.. kain batik alas habis lencun kena darah... baju dan kain pun... luckily nurse here was so nice.. gynae come and check... then proceed to ward after 8pm++. By then Balan hantar kak Izan balik dan fetch my hubby at the LRT stn and drove him to the hospital. 9pm ++ hubby sampai....
Wednesday, 25/5 discharged and fly to Penang in the evening (I supposed fly on Thursday, 26/5).
Sesuatu yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya. Redha... 5 months++ ago
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Terima kasih di atas pinjamanMu Ya Allah...
Jika panjang usianya mungkin lelaki... (nama dirahsiakan nanti kena curi... hihi) due December 2016.
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